Has there ever been a time when all of a sudden you have a cluster of emotions, visions, and answers to questions all combined into one brief moment?
Well, today was that day for me. I finally feel as though i am exactly right where i am supposed to be in my life. Life happens good and bad. We can choose to just quit life right then an there and just go through the motions. Or we can get back up and do something about it. You can choose to take every bad moment, emotional trauma, heartbreak, and tragedy and let it be what fuels greatness that is inside each of us.
This crazy journey i have been on, and i mean crazy, has brought me to the place i am right in this moment. I am in las vegas for the grand opening of vasayo. I have never felt so much in one moment in my life before.
I have some pretty big dreams and goals. I plan on attaining each one. But hung my head and cried in sadness, happiness, selflessness, thankfulness, and so appreciative for all i have been through in my life. Because each experience has made me who i am.
Some people believe they aren't good enough or can't live life till they have become successful. To those people, i say you are sorely mistaken. Some of the best parts of life and memories are made as you are creating all the great things in your life and attaining all your goals and living that life you dream of.
We should all be so lucky to realize who we are by our mid 20's. Sometimes life doesn't work that way for us. But when we finally get there, doesn't it feel like a peace has taken over inside of you and a comfort of knowing you finally have a path to travel and you know where that is leading you? Because you chose it? You authentically chose it.
My goals and dreams are far too long to list at the moment. But i will tell you how it ends:
on a summer night my future partner (don't know if i will ever marry again), and i will be relaxing in lounge chairs in our backyard after bbqing and spending the day with our kids and grandkids. As our grandkids are still splashing around in the pool and the sun is setting, we will look at one another and reach for each other's hand. Both having the same thought. "we did good, look at all we accomplished. It was all worth it." and stare at one another for a moment longer, then back at our kids and grandkids.